Saturday, December 07, 2002

hey love, i hope you're having fun with laura. i hope the imax apollo 13 was as cool as it sounded. have a safe trip back to school. i will see you tomorrow night. i'm going to bed now cause umm yeah, i'm kinda just.......... tired and cranky and yeah.......... i will talk to you later. i love you. sleep well. :)

Friday, December 06, 2002

yeah, well, kinda. we can change the whole background (i.e. the template)

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

hey, i'm gonna shutdown for a few and throw my burner back in here. i'll be back in a bit! love you! miss you, wanna kiss you... i think that's how it goes, haha. 1 more day to get through. oh my.........

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

hey babe, i hope your presentation went well. i'm sure it did. i'd assume you're hanging out with laura now and not at sga. i'm still workin on the mraz thing, though i haven't had any luck so far. i hope you're eating well. i told duncan i was gonna go make some food. that was like 45mins ago. oops! haha. ok, so all day all i've wanted to do was hold you, feel you next to me. so that will happen, this week at some point, though i can't say when for certain. oh, i got a new tire, so i now have 2 humho's on the right and 2 bridgestone's on the left. anyways, i believe i am actually gonna make some food now, so i will talk to you later. you rock babe. love you lots!!

i totally JUST missed you!! yeah, this is hard, not being able to talk to you. but we kinda just gotta deal with it for now, babe. i'm sorry. oh, but you will see me before the 20th. i promise. i'm going to get a new tire shortly. things will work out. we just gotta deal with the obstacles as they come. i will talk to you soon. take care, love.

so i sit, totally not doing what i'm supposed to be, not at all, well, kinda, sorta. all i can think about is you. being with you. holding you. touching you. caressing you. just wanting to be near you. you warm heart. you fill me with love and affection. it is for you that i try as hard as i do. it is for you that i want to be better than i am. i want to be everything that you would ever want, desire, and need. i love you so much, justine. more than you could ever imagine. everyday my love for you grows stronger and stronger. i wish we could just go and get married now, and begin the rest of our lives together. but that's not possible...... not yet anyway. but one day, my love, one day we won't have to deal with all this formality crap. it's crazy to think that life can get any better than it already is, but it can... and it will. and in time, we will see that and relish in the joy and comfort we bring to each other. it's hard to say whether or not i'd be getting my work done if i were there. all i know is, i love you; i want to be with you now; and i want to be with you until the end of time.

i think that's all for now.... i'll add more later.

i love you.

Monday, December 02, 2002

woohoo for your paper/presentation not being super hard. definitely sounds like you can do it babe. my paper turned out ok. i turned it in. on time too! classes weren't too exciting..... professors trying to cram in as much material as possible before the final. blah. i gotta run to the public library now, and find some documents that i need to analyze for this 2nd paper. it's doable though. i'm tired, but i'm hanging in there. as far as the RA thing, you can do it if you want to, babe. it's a totally different situation from living with someone who has absolutely no respect at all for you or your property. but it sounds like the village thing would be cool too. i hope whatever you want to do works out! i'm sure things will work out for the best, or at least so that you become a better person out of it. and yay for the check not bouncing. alright, i should go find this library. i will talk to you later, love.

Sunday, December 01, 2002

thank you for an absolutely wonderful thanksgiving, love. i've never been more thankful in my entire life than i was to spend the holiday with you. i can't wait to see you later tonight! hopefully i'll be done with my paper by then! anyways, thanks again! hope you're having a good day! miss you lots. talk to you later. love you!